He Kissed Me Like I Was His Sister, and I Knew I Was Alone Again.

I knew I’d never stopped being alone in the first place…

…and maybe I never would.

Just two weeks ago he’d been chasing me like he was a hunter and I was the prize he’d been searching for his entire life.

“You’re so beautiful,” John would text me out of nowhere in the middle of the day.

A smile would bloom on my face.

I’d blush. I’d feel this heat in my chest and this wonderful, terrible hope growing in me. I’d feel myself start to fall…“

I could fall in love with you,” he whispered after the first time we “made love,” “had sex". READMORE

Whatever you want to call it, it was amazing.

I wanted him from the very first moment we met, but I made him wait. I wanted him to feel like he “earned” me.

But it was our fourth date and we were kissing on the couch…

And I inhaled the good masculine smell of him and felt the strength in his arms…

And I felt so safe and protected and desired…

And afterwards we lay there tangled in each other.

He ran his fingers through my hair…

As I lay my head against his chest and listened to his heartbeat, I let myself believe in some way that maybe, just maybe, it was beating for me…

And we had two perfect weeks before “you know what” happened.

Two perfect weeks of flirty and sexy texts and laughing in bed and talking in vague terms about the soft-focus far-off future…
Letting the walls I’d built around my heart – brick after bitter brick – start to fall.

And then… “you know what” happened.

Twenty passionate texts a day turned to ten boring ones.

And “I can’t wait to see you,” turned to “I’ve been really busy with work.”

And then suddenly, like a bad nightmare I’d had again and again and again…

I was the one chasing him and feeling disgusting and hating myself for it.

And then we got coffee and the table between us felt like the Grand Canyon.

And while he used to pull me towards him, pick me up in his arms and kiss me like a movie star.

He just bent down a little and kissed me like his sister and walked away a ghost.

And I knew I would never hear from him again.

“Kate, I thought you finally learned this with Sean,”

My best friend Sally said as she hugged me while I sobbed.

Sally, whose idea of a “successful relationship” was a guy remembering her name after a one-night stand, or paying for the Uber ride home.

She showed up with ice cream and bad advice 33 minutes after I texted her.

“The guy you want, Kate? He doesn’t EXIST. You would have found him by now.”

“You’re better off just being alone.”

I lay there that night, hugging my pillow.

Alone. Just like she said.

Feeling a raw wound where all my hope used to be.

Thinking about Bill who I met at a drunken party back in college.

Or Mark from work who chased me and chased me until I finally agreed to go out with him. We had three dates and then he wouldn’t talk to me and never looked me in the eye again.

Or Chris who I was even engaged to. Who I spent 5 years with, only 2 of which were any good… because I didn’t want to be alone.

So I lay in bed staring at the ceiling and feeling the tub of ice cream rumble in my belly, and the nausea in my heart…

I thought about starting over again and wanted to sob…

Going on “Tinder” or “OK Cupid” or whatever weird dating “app” people were using these days since no guys actually just walked up and asked you out anymore.

And I thought about John. And how sincere he had seemed.

And how you couldn’t fake looking at at a woman like that.

And wondering… what happened?

Wondering why he pulled away.
Wondering what I could do to make him want me again…

Wondering what I could do to make him chase me and hunt me and…

Make him worship me the way I so desperately wanted him to.

“Hello, it’s Michael,” the deep, kind voice said as I stared at a bald guy with penetrating eyes on my phone screen.

We were “Skyping.” I’d been working to talk to him for about 3 weeks. I’d tried everything.

See, his name is “Michael Fiore,” and when I’d scoured the internet trying to find out WHY John pulled away…

Michael’s name kept on coming up again and again.

He’d written some popular books. He’d created these “programs” you could buy online about getting your ex back and using text messages to bring the romance back. And how to understand the truth about men.

I’d even seen a video of him on “The Rachael Ray Show” and “liked” his page on Facebook — just like over 2 million other women.

And I hoped and prayed and hoped again that he could help me…

“Hi, Mike, uhh… my name is Kate and… uhh…” I babbled.

I couldn’t believe I was finally talking to him.

I mean, I’d had to work hard to get this “interview.”

I’d told him I had a blog and a podcast and wanted to interview him.

Because… well, because his staff said that he was really busy. His staff said he didn’t do one-on-one consulting.

“Hi, Michael. Hi, hi. um. It’s really nice to meet you,” I said.

“Yeah, you too. So, how can I help you? Are we recording? What do you want to talk about?” he said and I felt ice in my heart.

What was he going to say if he found out I lied?

“Umm. So, I wanted to talk to you about why men pull away,” I said.

“Like, all the women in my… uhh… audience talk about this, like…”

“Like it starts out great and then after a few months or years or whatever, things change, and you become invisible?” he interrupted.

“Yeah, how did you…?” I asked.

He stopped me right away.

“I get this one a lot. A lot. Every day. It’s the big question.

And it’s the question I… uh… What’s the name of your show again? I know everybody in this niche and I’ve never heard of you, so…”

“Um, it’s uhh…” I scrambled for a name. I’m not creative. I never have been.

I decided to tell the truth and hope hope hope it was OK.

“Um. I don’t actually have a show or anything. I’m just a woman from the Midwest and…” the tears started flow.

“I just don’t know what to do. I met this guy. And I thought he was different, but he wasn’t. And it hurts so much and I feel so stupid.”

I told him the whole story. The whole story about John. The whole story about every man, my whole life.

“Listen, Kate, I feel for you. You’re not stupid. You just fell in love. And I want to help you. I do. But…”

“Do you want me to tell you what you want to hear…

Or Do You Want Me to Tell You The Truth?”

I felt confused. He was staring right at me. Right through me.

“What do you mean?” I asked.

I heard defeat in his voice. He suddenly seemed exhausted.

“Look, I’ve been doing this a long time,” he said. “I’ve helped a lot of people. A lot of women. A lot of men.”

“And a few years ago I decided I wanted to do something scary…

“How to make him worship you like the queen you want him to.”

“That’s perfect!” I said.

“How much? I don’t have much money but if you let me do a payment plan or something I…”

“No, that’s the thing, Kate…

I don’t sell it. Not to anyone.”

“I made it and I invited a few women to look at it…
and it didn’t go well.”

“It wasn’t what they wanted to hear.”

“They got mad. Really mad.”

“They couldn’t handle it.”

“They wanted the lie and hated me for telling them the truth.”

He paused for moment, like he was thinking.

“I feel for you, Kate. But… uhh… it’s nice meeting you… I need to…” he looked away, grabbing for the mouse.

He was turning me away.

“Wait!” I said, “I want to hear the truth. I want to hear the truth, Michael. Whatever it is.”

“No matter how much it hurts. I’m not a little girl anymore. I don’t need fantasy.”

“I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to have to date again.”

He bit his lip. He weighed it in his mind.

“I shouldn’t do this,” he said. “Every guy I know told me I shouldn’t even have created this thing. They said it would destroy my career.”

“I’m sorry, I have to go. It’s been nice meeting you. Good luck.”

And then I crawled into bed and cried.

I tried creating a new Tinder profile but every selfie I took all I could see was the sadness in my eyes.
I tried to write Michael again.
I sent him messages on Skype.
I tried to email his PR people.

I’m not proud of it, but I begged…

And After 3 Days, Something Wonderful Happened.

I got an email from an address I didn’t recognize. An email from somebody at Michael’s company, “Digital Romance, Inc.”

I wrote back, “YES!”

4 hours later, I got a link and a login to a website.

She was right. It was hard to watch. Hard to listen to. There were videos and worksheets and these very specific techniques to use…

All this stuff about men’s psychology.

What it’s really like to be a man. What men really think of women.

And WHY… really WHY they pull away (and my God it is not what I thought at all.)

I felt sick the next day. So nervous.

Like I was standing on a ledge 40 feet up and hoped like hell the bungie cord would stop me from falling to my death.

I’d tried texting John a couple times over the last few weeks but… nothing.

But this time I tried something different.

I sent him a simple three word text I learned from Michael and felt my heart in my throat as I hit send.

And this time… just ten minutes later… John answered.

And he asked me if I wanted to get together for a drink.

And instead of being coy or playing games or trying to seduce him, I did what the program said…

First, I used the “Testosterone Telepathy” Technique I’d learned…

It’s simple. Just 3 words. But he looked at me confused.

He looked me right in the eye and I saw his jaw relax and he blinked a few times like he was waking up from a dream.

And suddenly it’s like he was there again.

That night, he came to my place and we just cuddled and talked…

Over the next few weeks, day by day, I used the program. I printed out the worksheets. I watched the videos over and over.

It wasn’t what I wanted to be true. But slowly, day by day, doing what it said, accepting that it might be true.

It worked.

Suddenly John was texting me again…

He was chasing me again.

He was looking at ME when we went out to dinner.

He was telling me how beautiful I was…

Over and over I caught him staring at me with hunger in his eyes…

And when he kissed me it was primal and passionate and deep and…

And before I knew it, he and I were a “we” and I suddenly didn’t feel very alone at all.

“What the hell happened to you two?”

Sally asked as I told her all about my new boyfriend.

“Did you drug him, is that it? Because that was OVER. Like, I was ready to stage an intervention if you even mentioned his name again.”

“I can’t tell you,” I said. “I just… I learned a few things.”

“What things? Tell me.”

I held out. I’d promised not to tell anyone. PROMISED.

Sally is VERY persistent, but eventually she gave up and went home.

I wrote Anne and told her how grateful I was.

But the next day, I felt ice in my veins and fear in my heart like I was being hunted by an angry tiger.

Because my printouts, my marked-up worksheets, all the amazing techniques and tricks and methods Michael had created and Anne had risked her job to send to me…

They were gone.

“Do you really buy this crap?”

Sally asked when I got her on the phone.

“You shouldn’t have done that. I can’t believe you!” I whisper-screamed, not wanting John to hear me from the other room where he was getting ready for work after another blissful night together.

“This? This is what you did with John?,” she asked with sheer disbelief in her voice.

“Yeah, it works, OK. It worked for me. I was pissed off about it at first, but I’d rather be happy than right, OK? Now give it back,” I begged.

“I will. I will,” Sally said. “But I’m gonna try it first. With Jeremy. I’ve been seeing him for a whole two weeks. I want to see what happens when I do this. What have I got to lose besides some not-bad sex?”

Sally texted me three days later.

I can’t show you what she said, but it rhymes with “Holy Mitt!”

“Jesus, he asked me to go to his brother’s wedding with him.”

“What did you say?” I asked.

“I asked him if he was high. And then… then I said yes.

“We need to make copies,” Sally said, “We need to give this to your sister . We need to give this to your mom and Debby and …”

“No, I promised. I promised I wouldn’t share it,” I said.
“Yeah, you didn’t share it. I stole it. Blame me,” she replied.

And that’s how it got out.

Not too far, at first.

Just eight of our friends.

Eight women who used to get together once a week to complain about our crappy relationships and our crappy marriages and how it’s impossible to find guys who wanted to actually commit or treat you the way you deserve to be treated.

Me, Sally, my friend Amanda whose husband finally put down his damn phone and looked at her when she learned this one tiny secret…

My sister who got her ex to come crawling back on his knees.

And four more of our closest friends all giggling like school girls and feeling happy in a way I never thought was possible.

And then…

“Kate?” Michael asked, confusion all over his face when he saw me on his screen.

“Hi, why are we talking again?”

Then, over his shoulder. “Anne, is this a mistake or something or…?”

And then I saw her over his shoulder. Anne and three other women I didn’t recognize. Michael’s “team.”

“Why do I feel like an alcoholic about to have an intervention?” he asked.

And, over the next hour, the five of us sat him down and begged and pleaded and flattered and cajoled.

“Women can handle the truth,” we told him.

And we told him about the women it had helped already. Women who were angry and bitter. Women who had given up.

“You always say your mission is to help women be happy. To help women really understand men,” Anne said.

“This is how you do it, Mike.”

And finally, he said yes.

He said we could TEST releasing this “Make Him Worship You” program to a small number of women…

But only if that SMALL number of women don’t drag his name through the mud…

If you would listen with an open mind…
If you would promise to actually USE what you learn…

So, if you’re reading this letter…

It means you are part of the “test.”

It means you have a chance to learn the devastating, wonderful truth.

It means you have a chance to get off the roller coaster of misery most relationships are and have a man actually love and worship you the way you deserve…

But only if you PROMISE right now…

To forget every fantasy you ever had about what men are “supposed” to be…
To erase every bit of crap you ever learned from “Cosmo” or any of those other magazines written by 25-year-old interns from your mind…
To LET GO of the pain and bitterness and ANGER you have towards men who have disappointed you in the past…
To listen and to reserve judgment and to actually TRY what you learn.

If you can do that, this is going to be a life-changing event for you just like it was for me.

But if you can’t…

Well, if you can’t I thank you for your time but please leave this page right now because we have nothing else to talk about.

Still here? I just need you to say “yes” to a few important questions before I let you into “the club”:

Are You Ready?

Ready to learn the actual, honest truth about men?

Ready to learn the incredibly simple techniques and tricks that will make him not just pay attention to you but worship you like his personal queen?

Ready to finally feel what it’s like to relax with a man?

Ready to be able to give yourself to a him without fear he’s going to turn out like all the others or leave you for someone half your age?

Ready to feel and know in every fiber of your being that he truly loves you and wants to be with you and only you forever?

Ready to feel truly safe and wanted and precious to him?

Are you ready for him to put down his damn cell phone and actually listen and pay attention and really be present with you because you are his absolute priority?

Ready to be his sexual obsession… and to feel his eyes on you every time you walk across the room?

Ready to have him pull you close instead of pushing you away?

If you’re still reading this…

If you’ve felt yourself nodding along and wanting to feel like this…

If you’re brave enough to want to hear the actual truth even if it’s not what you want to be true…

Then it means the answer is yes, yes, yes, yes, yes…

So here we go. Take a deep breath…

Here’s just a tiny sample of the life-changing techniques, truths about men and amazing results you’re going to almost-automatically get when you join the tiny number of women allowed to “try out” Michael’s Make Him Worship You program today…

First, Michael will open your eyes to…

The Secret Emotional Life of Men

Why men are terrified to tell you the truth about what they feel…

And how to get him to finally open his heart and be completely vulnerable with you just by whispering 4 simple “heart opener” words in his ear…

WARNING: Hearing these simple words can cause a FLOOD of instant emotion to rush through a man…

It’s incredibly important you only say these words to him when in a private and safe place and in a very specific tone of voice.

If you’re like me, you probably find yourself wondering every day where all the real men went?

Well you’ll be shocked when Michael teaches you about…

The Crisis of Masculinity

Why it seems impossible to find “real men” these days… and how to find the powerful, strong, sexy men hiding right under your nose – and in “disguises” you won’t believe.

Sick of being the one who has to initiate sex, of feeling unwanted or undesired? Tired of feeling like he’d rather watch porn than be with the real woman right there in front of him?

Those days are over forever, because next you’ll learn how to use your fingernails to…

Unleash His Inner Caveman

This trick will instantly spike his testosterone through the roof, ignite a flash of desire in his eyes, and have him dragging you toward the bedroom with a goofy grin plastered across your face feeling like the most wanted woman in the world…

Sometimes feel like you’re with a “boy” instead of a man? Michael will teach you how to trigger his…

Primal Provider Drive

So even the laziest guy who spends all day smoking pot and playing video games finds himself overwhelmed by sudden ambition…

And an astonishing desire to be a man truly worthy of your admiration, worthy of your respect and worthy of YOU…

Next you’ll learn the one feeling men are taught they’re “allowed” to feel…

The Master Male Emotion

And how to use your Testosterone Telepathy to read his masculine mind and discover his secret heart…

You’ll learn how to unleash the astonishing power of feminine softness and…

The Man Melting Hug

…That makes his heart open to you like a flower.

You’ll get an astonishing collection of psychologically tested…

Seduction Words & Phrases

…that rewire his brain for love and commitment

The “Anger Deflator” Technique

That stops fights in their tracks and deflates anger from him like air from a balloon

HERE’S AN IMPORTANT ONE:

The One Poisonous Question

That you can NEVER ask a man if you want to keep him devoted.

(This simple question seems like “nothing at all” to women… but let it escape your lips and it will build like in poison in his heart until it’s impossible for him to ever truly love you again.)

The truth about…

Masculine Shame

Why most guys constantly feel like they are failing as men… and how to make him feel like a “Alpha Male” with just one look.

And why everything you’ve learned from Yoda is utterly wrong and why most men have “given up” trying to be a good husband or boyfriend just six months or a year into your relationship.

The Hypnotic Kiss Technique

That makes the very IDEA of being with another woman absolutely DISGUST him…

Want him to want to spend more time with you?

It sounds impossible, but simply do this one kind-of-odd thing the first time you see him in the morning to have him EAGER to shop for furniture, go to a museum, take you out for dinner or just going for a walk and talking…

…And actually THANKING you for it.

Feeling taken for granted or unappreciated for everything you do for him? You’ll learn how to…

Inspire him to BRAG about you in public so every friend of yours is gnawing their heart out with jealousy.

You won’t believe how WONDERFUL it feels when your girlfriends are begging you to tell them your secret…

How you made your man SO devoted… what “trick” you used to make him so astonishingly proud to be your man.

The “Future Fantasy” Method

That has him planning your life together – fantasizing about growing old with you.

Experience connection and love with you most women would never dare dream of.

What it Means When He “Can’t Perform”

And why it has NOTHING to do with how attracted he is to you…

You’ll learn how to make him feel comfortable, relaxed and “ready” for you with nothing but a smile and a subtle change of voice…

What Men Really Want from Women

Something that he will never tell you even under the threat of torture (because they’ve been taught their whole lives that what they want is “wrong” and that you’ll “freak out” if you learn the truth.)

And that’s just the tip of the iceberg, you’ll also discover…

Masculine Sex Signals

And how how to get him to sweep you off your feet and flat out SEDUCE you in a way you thought only happened in romance novels…

How to criticize a guy in a way he can actually hear, and how to use

The “Shields Down” Method

…to make it impossible for him to get defensive and truly LISTEN to you.

How to Give Him “Permission” to Cry

…So all his masculine posturing falls away and you discover the soft and wonderful man inside.

And MUCH more than I have time to lay out here.

All as “done for you” as possible so all you have to do is follow a few instructions that are simpler than pumping your own gas …

Can you feel that?

Your heart beating…

The dryness in your mouth…

That incredible desire to know this, to be able to do this, to have this power?

To have that one special man need you (and only you) like this?

To feel not just loved but WORSHIPPED by him like a queen, like a goddess, like his one true love…

How much is it worth to have all this at your fingertips?

How much is it worth to have him fall in love with you and STAY in love with you for as long as you want?

How much is it worth to never have to settle for a guy because you know there is an endless supply of men who would chew off their own leg to be with you?

How much is it worth to know he has given you his heart… his love… his devotion… and that it is yours forever if you just follow these simple steps?

Honestly, having gone through the program myself…
Having felt for myself how this material changed my life and helped me escape dating hell …

I would have happily paid thousands of dollars for this even though I’m nowhere near “rich.”

I mean, how much would it really be worth to you…

To know the secret to making any man want to commit so you can stop going through the hell of “dating” and spend the rest of your life in love …?

To make your boyfriend chase you and want you and need you like this even if he feels like a ghost to you now?…

To have your husband wake up to the amazing woman who has been there under his nose the whole time…

I don’t want to bring you down here…

But I see so many women every day in misery because they don’t understand men…

They drag their boyfriends or husbands to couples counseling which costs THOUSANDS of dollars and does absolutely nothing to give you the attention and connection and pleasure you deserve…

Or women who complain about being alone, who spend so much money on dating sites and fancy clothes…

But who just don’t understand masculine psychology… what men truly desire… what inspires a man to want to be the love and lover you’ve wanted for so long…

So think about that for a second…

Keep that solid in your head…

Think about how knowing this… how having these tools will change your entire future with men just like they did for me…

How it will keep your current relationship from ending in bitterness and pain the way all the others did…

How it will make sure you never make the same mistakes again …

How it will keep him faithful…

And then ask yourself…

What do you think would be a fair price to

“Make Him Worship You” Forever?




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